This Ship of Fools I'm on Will Sink

So far I'm keeping up really well with nanowrimo. I'm at 12,000+ words, so that puts me almost 4 days ahead of myself. Which is where I want to be heading into the weekend, since I won't have as much time to write while I'm at work. I don't want to work this weekend...oh well. I feel like I'm not getting out enough, or that I'm supposed to be doing different things. This is probably just all in my head and it's just making me crazy because it's that time of November where I always get kind of crazy and weird emotionally. Blegh. Make it stop please. I like to use nanowrimo as an escape from it and it does seem to keep me from dwelling quite so much. Cuz I'm a big dweller on of things. Le sigh.

I guess it's just an whelming sense of ennui that this time of November brings for me. Because I really don't feel that you can be overwhelmed by ennui, that wouldn't make any sense.

I'm relatively excited to watch the show The Walking Dead. It's a zombie post-apocalypse show. Just what TV needs.

Also had a delicious dinner for my mom's birthday at Sarah's house tonight. Sarah and I spent literally all day making a red wine marinated roast. It was delicious, but I'm not quite sure it was worth all of that work. However delicious it was. The creme brulee was totally worth it however...mmmmm, creme brulee...I loves it.

I really think that's all I have to go on about tonight. I need to organize my bookshelves at some point. I'm thinking by subject and alphabetically. Maybe? I'm not sure.